I seem to dread coming to Chao Ta's place more and more. As much as I wish to see him and spend time with him, I dislike being at his house. It makes me uncomfortable, strange and uptight. A ver uneasy and stressful weekend for me. Hopefully the situation will improve once his sister moves out. It's very upsetting to be greeting someone and not being acknowledged. First is his sister, now is the mum. They probably think I'm the one with a problem. What to do, at least we are on civil terms. Haizzzz.....
Anyway I don't feel happy recently. I've never felt as sad as I am today for quite some time. Maybe becuase I'm bored, maybe because I'm broke or maybe because I'm torubled by many things which I'm unaware about.
I miss being young and carefree. I miss being a teenager. You know how like when you are younger, nothing else really matters but just to have fun. Have spontaneous fun in life, have spontaneous fun in a relationship. Somehow I find that missing in my life now. Sometimes I really wish to just disappear for a period of time and go do random things which I like. Then again, I don't have that kind of money now. I guess once inawhile, I'll feel moody about not being able to get that bag, or that shirt becuase of the miserable pay I'm getting from my job which requires so much of my energy and time.
I wish to go Ion Orchard with you. I know that seeing me so upset you will agree. But I dun want you to bring but at the back of your mind worried about parkng charges, ERP, etc..I'll be able to sense it and it's just going to make me upset further. Public transport for you is out of the way. So I guess, I'll just think of some other way out to entertain myself.
Can I have a teddy bear please?
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