一山不能藏二虎，但你的山洞里却有三只。不天下大乱才怪！俗话说得好，相见容易相处难...
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We've decided to get a place of our own. It is for the sake of our relationship and to save us anymore unecessary trouble and inconvenience. That's good news for me!
Although I'm dying to have my own place, I do worry for his mum as she'll be alone. And living alone in a big house is no joke. Moreover, she doesn't seem like someone who can take good care of herself. Haiz.. it's such a difficult decision to make. Actually I don't mind if she stays with us in OUR house that is. Liek the saying goes... 寄人篱下的感觉一点都不好. At least I can do as I wish in my own home and she can't comment. As for her, as long as she doesn't mess up my place, watse electricity and contribute either monetory or effort I don't really mind.
Sorry but I don't really like SPONGER in my circle of life.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Limit
YOU HAVE TOTALLY CROSSED MY LINE OF TOLERANCE!!!
I'VE NEVR QUITE SEEN ANYONE AS STUPID, RETARDED, BRAINLESS AND SNOBBISH AS YOU!!! TMD.
老娘不发火当我做病猫。我是看在老公和你妈的面子上才没给你一点颜色看。被把我给惹火了，否则我会六亲不认的把你臭骂一顿。
ANGRY TO THE MAX MAN!!!
^&*(%^(*
Last but not least, I don't understand why someone with such education don't have basic common sense to throw used pad into the dustbin. FOR GOODNESS SAKE, ONLY PPL LIKE YOU WILL THROW PAD DOWN THE TOILET BOWL OK!!!
DARE TO DO DUN DARE TO ADMIT, STILL WANT TO SAY ME!! CHEEBYE!!!
I AM BROUGHT UP TO WRAP MY USED PAD IN AN ENVELOPE AND THROW IT I THE BIN HOR!!! UNLIKE YOU!!! DISGUSTING WOMAND!!!
I'VE NEVR QUITE SEEN ANYONE AS STUPID, RETARDED, BRAINLESS AND SNOBBISH AS YOU!!! TMD.
老娘不发火当我做病猫。我是看在老公和你妈的面子上才没给你一点颜色看。被把我给惹火了，否则我会六亲不认的把你臭骂一顿。
ANGRY TO THE MAX MAN!!!
^&*(%^(*
Last but not least, I don't understand why someone with such education don't have basic common sense to throw used pad into the dustbin. FOR GOODNESS SAKE, ONLY PPL LIKE YOU WILL THROW PAD DOWN THE TOILET BOWL OK!!!
DARE TO DO DUN DARE TO ADMIT, STILL WANT TO SAY ME!! CHEEBYE!!!
I AM BROUGHT UP TO WRAP MY USED PAD IN AN ENVELOPE AND THROW IT I THE BIN HOR!!! UNLIKE YOU!!! DISGUSTING WOMAND!!!
Spaced Out
My mind is sort of always at a blank state. Staring into space, day dreaming and not focusing has been plaguing me; noticed by classmates and ChaoTa. I can be busy doing something and the next second I just spaced out. Like a mediocre blue tooth mouse; one moment it works perfectly well and the next it looses connection.
What's happening to me? Signs of old age? Mmm... ok.. talking nonsense..
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"It's hard being left behind. I wait for Henry, not knowing where he is, wondering if he's okay. It's hard to be the one who stays." ~~ Clare (Time Traveler's Wife)
I want to read the book and catch the movie (starring the ever so lovely Rachel McAdams, one of my favorite Hollywood actress). I'm sure it's going to be filled with 'Kleenex' moments.
What's happening to me? Signs of old age? Mmm... ok.. talking nonsense..
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"It's hard being left behind. I wait for Henry, not knowing where he is, wondering if he's okay. It's hard to be the one who stays." ~~ Clare (Time Traveler's Wife)
I want to read the book and catch the movie (starring the ever so lovely Rachel McAdams, one of my favorite Hollywood actress). I'm sure it's going to be filled with 'Kleenex' moments.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
New Friends
Went drinking with Mr. Lai and Melissa straight after our exam. It was a quiet drinking place at Siglap. Mr. Lai was the one who brought us there; something different from the usual life band pubs which I go to with Melissa. Quiet but nice.
I enjoyed the company. Although Mr. Lai is much older than us (he could pass of as our Dad), but he’s very easy to talk to. He shared many things with us which I consider inspirational and certain things which he said I seriously agreed. Sometimes, you just need someone who has been there done that to share their experiences to make you feel assured that you are not on the wrong track. Mahjong and drinking session soon k!
Being out of the norm, doesn’t mean you are wrong I guess.
Chao Ta was saying that I can be such a loner at times. I do agree that I am since I don’t know when. Maybe, it’s time for some changes. I should reach out rather then wait. I should remember that looking back isn’t for the sake of feeling sad and regretful, but rather a chance for you to learn, move on and improve. I always know this fact all along, but failed to put it into practice. Maybe it’s time I should just exercise it. Maybe I should just start with WeeKiang and Jasper. HaHa!!
I love my life, I love Chao Ta, I love my family and I love God.
I enjoyed the company. Although Mr. Lai is much older than us (he could pass of as our Dad), but he’s very easy to talk to. He shared many things with us which I consider inspirational and certain things which he said I seriously agreed. Sometimes, you just need someone who has been there done that to share their experiences to make you feel assured that you are not on the wrong track. Mahjong and drinking session soon k!
Being out of the norm, doesn’t mean you are wrong I guess.
Chao Ta was saying that I can be such a loner at times. I do agree that I am since I don’t know when. Maybe, it’s time for some changes. I should reach out rather then wait. I should remember that looking back isn’t for the sake of feeling sad and regretful, but rather a chance for you to learn, move on and improve. I always know this fact all along, but failed to put it into practice. Maybe it’s time I should just exercise it. Maybe I should just start with WeeKiang and Jasper. HaHa!!
I love my life, I love Chao Ta, I love my family and I love God.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Possibility of My Own Home?
Seriously, nothing beats having your own place to leave in. Unfortunately, I might never get the opportunity to do so because my husband is the only son and his mum is like all alone. Not complaining la, when I agreed to marry him, I already know that it’s an unavoidable issue. I know Chao Ta will be worried if he has to leave his mum alone and that won’t make him happy. I guess somehow, sacrifices have to be made. Let’s just pray that if I do have to leave in with his mum, things will work out right.
Recently, I’m feeling rather vexed. I’m not happy but I don’t know why? I guess it has got something to do with ‘You’. It’s always the case when I’m feeling emo. This SUX!!!
GOSH!! Is my ear playing trick on me? Coz I just heard on TV that Freddie Prince Jr., one of my favourite actors, is a HUGE FAN OF WWE. -.-“ And he’s like co- hosting summer slam 2009 like right now. How EWWWWWW!!! And then some guy appears while he is blabbering a whole load of ‘opening speech’ and started acting happily to entertain the audience. Which reminds me a little of MTV Movie Awards where stars do some funny skits to make the audience laugh.
OK. Whatever.
Exams in 2 more days and I’m only like 40% prepared. I’m such a procrastinator.
BAD!!!
Today Chao Ta brought me to Clementi. That place brings back so many nice memories too. I use to play badminton with Sydney and another friend called Hwee Ping in the Clementi Sports Hall. So fun.
Recently, I’m feeling rather vexed. I’m not happy but I don’t know why? I guess it has got something to do with ‘You’. It’s always the case when I’m feeling emo. This SUX!!!
GOSH!! Is my ear playing trick on me? Coz I just heard on TV that Freddie Prince Jr., one of my favourite actors, is a HUGE FAN OF WWE. -.-“ And he’s like co- hosting summer slam 2009 like right now. How EWWWWWW!!! And then some guy appears while he is blabbering a whole load of ‘opening speech’ and started acting happily to entertain the audience. Which reminds me a little of MTV Movie Awards where stars do some funny skits to make the audience laugh.
OK. Whatever.
Exams in 2 more days and I’m only like 40% prepared. I’m such a procrastinator.
BAD!!!
Today Chao Ta brought me to Clementi. That place brings back so many nice memories too. I use to play badminton with Sydney and another friend called Hwee Ping in the Clementi Sports Hall. So fun.
Monday, August 24, 2009
Nostalgia
I’ve wasted a day. Instead of preparing for my exams, my mind is pre-occupied about some other stuff which is totally random and unnecessary. What was I thinking of? Gosh!! Wakeup Girl!!
I’m dying to go カラオケ. Fingers crossed, mouth sealed :X Probably Chao Ta will bring me for KLunch tomorrow. I want to visit the new KBox at Safra Jurong. It’s new and by reading on its deco and facilities (http://www.kbox.com.sg/Location.aspx?u=13) just makes me wanna go down and sing some songs. ~~ LaLaLaLaLa~~ Recently I’m so addicted to songs of the 90’s; both English and Mandarin. It brings back a sense of nostalgia which brings smile to my face each time I link each song to a certain incident which happen during my Primary school days. Those wonderful memories of my childhood, which never failed to put a silly smile on my face.
I used to have a friend in Primary 6, who would chat with me for several hours on the phone. It was record breaking 14hrs long. And because I was still regarded as too young to go out with friends, I have to resort to watching a pre- recorded movie over the phone with my friend who so happen to have the VCD. Quite a surprise that I do have such a friend? Of course I did, sadly, we failed to keep in contact as time goes by and I don’t even know how to contact this friend now.
I guess it’s all these ridiculous stuff we did during childhood days which will leave a lasting impression in our mind till the day we leave planet earth. Not a bad thing afterall...
Anway, Fulham Vs. Chelsea now. 87mins into the game and the score is 0:2. Who cares? I’m a Liverpool supporter! HaHa!
You’ll never walk alone… Yeah Yeah Yeah! Lirong loves Gerrard.
I’m dying to go カラオケ. Fingers crossed, mouth sealed :X Probably Chao Ta will bring me for KLunch tomorrow. I want to visit the new KBox at Safra Jurong. It’s new and by reading on its deco and facilities (http://www.kbox.com.sg/Location.aspx?u=13) just makes me wanna go down and sing some songs. ~~ LaLaLaLaLa~~ Recently I’m so addicted to songs of the 90’s; both English and Mandarin. It brings back a sense of nostalgia which brings smile to my face each time I link each song to a certain incident which happen during my Primary school days. Those wonderful memories of my childhood, which never failed to put a silly smile on my face.
I used to have a friend in Primary 6, who would chat with me for several hours on the phone. It was record breaking 14hrs long. And because I was still regarded as too young to go out with friends, I have to resort to watching a pre- recorded movie over the phone with my friend who so happen to have the VCD. Quite a surprise that I do have such a friend? Of course I did, sadly, we failed to keep in contact as time goes by and I don’t even know how to contact this friend now.
I guess it’s all these ridiculous stuff we did during childhood days which will leave a lasting impression in our mind till the day we leave planet earth. Not a bad thing afterall...
Anway, Fulham Vs. Chelsea now. 87mins into the game and the score is 0:2. Who cares? I’m a Liverpool supporter! HaHa!
You’ll never walk alone… Yeah Yeah Yeah! Lirong loves Gerrard.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Exams, Friendship and My Life So Far
The last time I really studied for an exam would be 6 years ago, when I was still a student at NYP. I thought studying days were over when I dropped out of school; here I am, 6 years later, killing my brain cells, trying to remember a load full of information on early intervention for children with special needs. Then again, from my exam notes, studying doesn’t really kills brain cells, apparently it ‘awakens’ them. Unfortunately, my brain cells are just like me, ‘special’ therefore it dies upon 50% of work.
Ok, excuses, I’m just lazy! Hey, whoever in the world loves exams man? Maybe there is, but it should be the minorities right?
2hrs into studying, I already feel like hitting the sack. I’m so tired! Guess I’ll have to continue tomorrow. Luckily Chao Ta isn’t in town, if not it would be another form of distraction apart from my enticing bed. He left for a 1 day road trip to Malaysia- Malacca. He’ll be back tomorrow evening. Wonder what is he doing now? According to him, I was sleep- talking last night. He couldn’t really make out what I was saying though. Hmm, I guess it’s got to do with the discomfort of a hot and stuffy room, wearing a hair band to bed (which he didn’t take remove for me) and forgetting to brush my teeth.
Anyway we were talking about friendships and friends last night. Well, I guess it’s quite obvious by now that I’m a loner by choice. Somehow, I find friendships quite a chore to maintain and honestly it’s a really huge commitment. Luckily for me, despite my seemingly can’t be bothered nature, I still have 2 friends. Stefanie and Sydney. Although the latter seemed to give me a ‘there but not there feel’. Well of course, like in any other relationships, there is no obligation that it has to be everlasting but it’ll be better if it could be as long as possible.
I do believe all things happen for a reason, and I got to accept the fact that it is God’s intricate plan to allow certain things to happen; which brings me to where I am today; finding joy with my work, family and Chao Ta, and learning about, love, appreciation, self- control, freedom and responsibility.
但是我这美好的人生总会有一个遗憾.
Ok, excuses, I’m just lazy! Hey, whoever in the world loves exams man? Maybe there is, but it should be the minorities right?
2hrs into studying, I already feel like hitting the sack. I’m so tired! Guess I’ll have to continue tomorrow. Luckily Chao Ta isn’t in town, if not it would be another form of distraction apart from my enticing bed. He left for a 1 day road trip to Malaysia- Malacca. He’ll be back tomorrow evening. Wonder what is he doing now? According to him, I was sleep- talking last night. He couldn’t really make out what I was saying though. Hmm, I guess it’s got to do with the discomfort of a hot and stuffy room, wearing a hair band to bed (which he didn’t take remove for me) and forgetting to brush my teeth.
Anyway we were talking about friendships and friends last night. Well, I guess it’s quite obvious by now that I’m a loner by choice. Somehow, I find friendships quite a chore to maintain and honestly it’s a really huge commitment. Luckily for me, despite my seemingly can’t be bothered nature, I still have 2 friends. Stefanie and Sydney. Although the latter seemed to give me a ‘there but not there feel’. Well of course, like in any other relationships, there is no obligation that it has to be everlasting but it’ll be better if it could be as long as possible.
I do believe all things happen for a reason, and I got to accept the fact that it is God’s intricate plan to allow certain things to happen; which brings me to where I am today; finding joy with my work, family and Chao Ta, and learning about, love, appreciation, self- control, freedom and responsibility.
但是我这美好的人生总会有一个遗憾.
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