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Why is it you are always complaining about me. You kept mentioning Why I this, Why I that? Have you thought Why you are not like this Why you are not like that. Look at what I said and what you said.

You crazy or what suddenly bring your friend into the picture. For your information, I never don't accept your friends. If I don't accept I would have stop you from even hanging out with him. I didn't even do it. You go drink with them, go bowling with them, I also never even say anything lor. (feeling WRONGED again)

One can only hear negative things about themselves for a limited time. Day in day out I only hear you painting a bad picture on everything I say or do. In the end I just want to shut off from everything that comes out of your mouth. How many times I ask you to talk nicely to me. I ask you question you can just answer straight to the point don't so sacrastic. Did you? You also give me the can't be bothered attitude what. So same lor, last time I listen to all you say, but you always give me this attitude until I sian, I do the same back to you.

If the opinion fo others matters to you? Why didn't it occur to you that storming out of the bedroom will make people think? Using your phone constantly at a wedding is a form of disrespect to your host? Posting up all your thoughts about me on your blog isn't a very good idea? etc.. etc..

You make yourself out in your blog to be so 伟大 towards your mom, towards me. But have you consulted our opinion about you? Honestly, you are one person who is very difficult to get along and handle. Have you wondered why you never get along with your family (including me) but do so very much with your friends? Don't you think it's a problem? If you yourself can't even get along with everyone in your family, how do you expect me to do so?

Take your sister for example, I was quite alright with her to begin with, then later on you had an arguement with her, I had to dun friend her also. Then your mom, you once in awhile argue argue, complain about her, natuarally, you have painted a bad picture of her. Your other family members, I never once heard you say their positive points, so how is it I suppose to have good impression of them when all you mention are their negative. Have I ever mentioned terrible things about my family infront of you? Even your friends, I only hear you talk about their negative characteristics of them. It's like everyone is not good enough for you. Did I say terrible things about Stefanie all the time?

You always feel that what you do or say about us is right.

Why is it you always paint a negative picture about every incident, every situation, everyone? For instance when you say me, I don't like it. I get angry and stuff. But I accept it eventually cos I know you care. Do you do that? In your mind is all about I don't cherish this, I blur, I stupid, I silly, I never get things right, etc..

If I am so terrible in your opinion, why do you still bother to do anything to make up. I will always be a lousy character in your view. Everyone is never good enough for you. Especially me.

Your blog is read by many people, you post all our problems up. My blog is oblivious to my friends. So have you ever wondered how I felt to have other ppl know that we have a problem. Your mom knows, your friends know, we have a problem. Was it everything about me this me that? Try telling them about how you scold and stare at me each time you are angry. Try telling them you prefer to stay at home all the time, and even when i convince you to go out, you are always unhappy. Try telling them the way you always say me stupid and silly. Then let them judge why our relationship becomes so bitter.

You say I am selfish. I think you are no better then me. In fact I don't even feel anything from you that tells me this whole problem could be your fault to. I just feel that I am the cause of it all. Which is what I hate, cos I know I'm not.

If you keep thinking that I am at fault, I am terrible, I am the cause of all your headaches and our arguement. Even if we meet up and talk, it's not going to do any good to the situation.

I am tired. I honestly am. I never expect you to be unltra rich although I just say for fun. I never expect you to be damn creative, always come up with fanciful ideas to entertain me. I never insist you get gifts for me all the time. All I want is someone who can be by my side. Who stands by me, when I am sad or did something wrong he will tell me NICLEY and forgive eventually or when I'm sick can take care of me. But I don't feel that anymore eversince we got married. All I feel is that I am nothing but a prick. I can bear with your nonsense and sucky temper why can't you accept my shortcomings.

I have finish my bit I don't want to say anymore le. I don't need you to judge me. Probabbly, you should go judge yourself first. If you are not full marks then how can you expect other ppl to do so. If you still have the why I this why I that mindset, no matter how much we discuss to salvage this relationship, it doens't help.

It is not easy to be a husband or a son. But if you are willing to humble yourself down, and seek people's opinion, I'm sure it isn't difficult.

I AM NOT ALWAYS DOING SILLY THINGS!!!! 1 CHEQUE INCIDENT AND YOU JUDGE ME BAD, and whatever I did later on is just unpleasent to you. WTF?!

Anything you wan to say please stop posting on your blog le. It makes the situation even worse. In fact I woke up feeling alright feeling positive that things will be better, i can change. But when I saw your blog, I feel that I have been judged permanently, I jitao sian.