by December 2009

I plan to save up for 3 items after getting December's pay and AWS which comes early during December :D

1. Chao Ta's X'ms Present
3. A mini Braun Buffel Wallet
2. A Coach Wrislet

Estimated pocket damage.. $500 or less.

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I've finally worked in an organization for 1 year plus. What an achievement! :P However, I'm planning to tender in April 2010 if the workload for next year proves too much for me to handle. 2010 is going to be a hetic year, with the huge responsibility of preparing the little ones for Primary education, involving myself in K2 kid's camp and year end concert, and the line up of modules and assignments, I can see myself having breakouts very often. *crosses- fingers*

Hoefully, after my Diploma course, I can continue to do my Masters. Getting a degree is SO DAMN EXPENSIVE!!! $27, 820. With that kind of money, I can easily hold a 28 table wedding dinner banquet at The Regent Hotel and still have 3K+ leftover for a honeymoon. And you think getting a degree is just simple as paying the fees and you can get in? NO WAY! One still has to complete a 2- 3 page essay and 2 referals. What the ****! I guess that's the price to pay(no pun intended) in order for me to be on par with the standards of nowadays and to make sure I gain foothold in the early childhood education sector.

Despite my great wish to do my Masters, my priority is to hold my wedding dinner. I want to officially announce to my family and friends that Chao ta is my husband, and most importantly to be proudly married into the Chau family so that I won't be look down upon by __________.

Chao Ta: Walao, who will look down on you?!
Me: Maybe I am sensitive, but just for assurance, I want to have a proper and semi- grand wedding dinner or lunch.

oh, oh, oh and fufil my wish of wearing an evening gown made by my Aunty Alice, and having my grandparents to wittness my wedding and having the oppoprtunity to drink the chinese tea offered by me and their grandson-in-law :D

aim: to hold my wedding dinner by 4th quater of 2011 or 1st quater of 2012.

Hopefully I can tio a $30K 4D den I can hold my wedding on 4May2011 :D
Maybe I should invest 1223 $5 every wed, sat and sun.
*ponders, ponders, ponders*

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Was flipping through the novel "The Picture of Dorian Gray"b by Oscar Wilde and found this rather interesting.

" The ugly and the stupid have the best of it in this world. The can sit at their ease and gape at the play. If they know nothing of victory, they are at least spared from the knowledge of defeat. They live as we all should live, undisturbed, indifferent and without disquiet. They neither bring ruin upon others, nor ever recieve it from alien hands..."

What do you think?
I'm just happy being avergage.

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Time to go to bed.
Sleepy and sicly.


do you hear me talking to you,
across the water across the deep blue ocean, under the open sky
oh my! baby i'm trying.

boy i hear you in my dreams
i feel you whisper across the sea
keep you with me in my heart, you make it easier when life gets hard.

lucky i'm in love with my best friend
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again.

(Lucky- Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat)


I miss Chao Ta. Can't wait for him to come back so that i can irritate the shit out of him by constantly whinning, wriggling and randomness. HAHAHHAHHAAHAHAH!

Just 10 more days ....