这是我第四次跑回家了
这一次我没哭，反而觉得回家好开心，a sense of relief.
为什么每次吵架，错的总是我？
为什么每次你要求我开心我就得开心，安静就得安静？
如果是你生气就是会记在心里好久好久。
我真得很后悔结婚，可是已成定局所以我设法做好自己的本分，但偶尔还是忽略了一些事情。对其我感到很惭愧，但我真得很努力，但你要看的从来不是努力而是成果。
你说我不尊重你，但你又何曾尊重过我？人人都犯错你不是也会在朋友面前取笑我，在你妈妈面前大声喊我。虽然我不喜欢，也有好好提醒过你， 但最后还不是一样。我有大发雷霆吗？这些你有发觉到吗?
我知道有时会拿你妈来说，我也设法提醒我自己不要那么做。我感到抱歉，但你昨晚突然间发脾气跑到客庭睡，你想一想你妈妈会对我们有什么影像？
今天早上你妈问我为什么我们真天吵？我回答她时，都感到不好意思。他还问我是否我们会离婚收场，如果你是我，现在住我家，我家人这么问你你会好受吗？
我真得很累了，常常我想跟你说我心里想的， 但你总觉得我在针对你？其实我没有，我只是要让你知道我在想什么，让彼此没有误会。说不到几句你就那么激动。
我累了。我也不知道我还爱不爱你？也不确定你爱不爱我？为什么人家结婚，我也结婚，但我总是那么的不快乐，总是在流泪？ 我们可以像结婚之前吗？至少当时我们都很快乐，觉得有彼此的陪伴是非常幸福的。
难道一切都是因我而起。
Monday, January 11, 2010
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Rememeber Me This Way
Watched the movie, Casper this afternoon. Totally heart this movie, it never fails to make me tear. It's definietly on MY FAVOURITE MOVIE LIST. Oh, not only was the movie great, the theme song is equally touching.
Here it is, Remember Me This Way:
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Since I mentioned MOVIE LIST, this are the list of movies I love love love. I don;t mind watching it over and over again. In fact, I even watched the same movie back to back. Madness. Who cares... List in no particular order.
- Beauty and the Beast (Disney Version)
- Meet the Robinsons ("keep moving forward")
- A Chinese Ghost Story (nostalgic, lots of sweet memories accompany this movie)
- 17 Again
- A Walk To Remember (the book just like the movie was amazing)
- The Notebook (rachel mcadams. love her)
- A Cinderella Story (typical storyline but still captivates me)
- The Wedding Singer (best on screen chemistry between the 2 fave actor and actress)
- 50 First Dates (needless to say Drew Berrymo and Adam Sandler makes a cute onscreen couple)
- Sweet November (storyline abit ridiculous but still it was very touching)
- City of Angels (meg ryan, totally love her hair in the movie. haha)
- Titanic (classic !!!!!! )
- Armegeddon (fave song in a fave movie, live tyler was so pretty and who can forget the sad father and daughter scene towards the end of the movie)
- Romeo and Juliet (Claire Danes version)
- Casper
- Transformers and Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen (watched Transformers on loop)
- Resident Evil, RE: Apocalypse, RE: Extinction, RE: Afterlife (I'm sure I'll love it)
- Batman Forever (the movie marks the beginning of my love for batman and his batmobile. and not forgetting he is one of those supervillian who doesn't have supernatural powers)
- Lord of the Rings Trilogy (Legolas.. PRECIOUSSSSSSSSS)
- Saving Private Ryan
- Internal Affairs (Andy Lau version; the hollywood remake was sucky)
- James Bond Installments (Pierce Brosnan was the reason why I started to watch the movie, afterwhich I read some of the books, watched some if the older versions. I was initially skeptical when Daniel Craig took over. But he didn't do a terrible job. His potrayed a different side of James Bond- the darker and rough it out side)
- Just Married (Ashton Kutcher and Brittany Murphy, another cute onscreen couple)
- White Chicks (one freaking lame comedy but so damn funny)
- You Don't Mess with the Zohan (brainlessly funny)
-Hangover (you spin my head right round.........)
- Bruce Almighty (meaningful comedy with lots of quotes worth remembering)
- My Best Friends Wedding (sweet romantic comedy)
- Uptown Girls (my favorite actress was in it- Brittany Murphy, such a pity she died so young)
- Shrek, Shrek2 and Shrek the Third (i thought the 3rd installment was the funniest, so many lame moments. totally loving it)
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One meaningful quote from the movie Bruce Almighty
"Parting a soup is not a miracle, Bruce. It's a magic trick. A single mom who's working two jobs, and still finds time to take her son to soccer practice, that's a miracle. A teenager who says "no" to drugs and "yes" to an education, that's a miracle. People want me to do everything for them. What they don't realize is *they* have the power. You want to see a miracle, son? Be the miracle."
Here it is, Remember Me This Way:
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Since I mentioned MOVIE LIST, this are the list of movies I love love love. I don;t mind watching it over and over again. In fact, I even watched the same movie back to back. Madness. Who cares... List in no particular order.
- Beauty and the Beast (Disney Version)
- Meet the Robinsons ("keep moving forward")
- A Chinese Ghost Story (nostalgic, lots of sweet memories accompany this movie)
- 17 Again
- A Walk To Remember (the book just like the movie was amazing)
- The Notebook (rachel mcadams. love her)
- A Cinderella Story (typical storyline but still captivates me)
- The Wedding Singer (best on screen chemistry between the 2 fave actor and actress)
- 50 First Dates (needless to say Drew Berrymo and Adam Sandler makes a cute onscreen couple)
- Sweet November (storyline abit ridiculous but still it was very touching)
- City of Angels (meg ryan, totally love her hair in the movie. haha)
- Titanic (classic !!!!!! )
- Armegeddon (fave song in a fave movie, live tyler was so pretty and who can forget the sad father and daughter scene towards the end of the movie)
- Romeo and Juliet (Claire Danes version)
- Casper
- Transformers and Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen (watched Transformers on loop)
- Resident Evil, RE: Apocalypse, RE: Extinction, RE: Afterlife (I'm sure I'll love it)
- Batman Forever (the movie marks the beginning of my love for batman and his batmobile. and not forgetting he is one of those supervillian who doesn't have supernatural powers)
- Lord of the Rings Trilogy (Legolas.. PRECIOUSSSSSSSSS)
- Saving Private Ryan
- Internal Affairs (Andy Lau version; the hollywood remake was sucky)
- James Bond Installments (Pierce Brosnan was the reason why I started to watch the movie, afterwhich I read some of the books, watched some if the older versions. I was initially skeptical when Daniel Craig took over. But he didn't do a terrible job. His potrayed a different side of James Bond- the darker and rough it out side)
- Just Married (Ashton Kutcher and Brittany Murphy, another cute onscreen couple)
- White Chicks (one freaking lame comedy but so damn funny)
- You Don't Mess with the Zohan (brainlessly funny)
-Hangover (you spin my head right round.........)
- Bruce Almighty (meaningful comedy with lots of quotes worth remembering)
- My Best Friends Wedding (sweet romantic comedy)
- Uptown Girls (my favorite actress was in it- Brittany Murphy, such a pity she died so young)
- Shrek, Shrek2 and Shrek the Third (i thought the 3rd installment was the funniest, so many lame moments. totally loving it)
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One meaningful quote from the movie Bruce Almighty
"Parting a soup is not a miracle, Bruce. It's a magic trick. A single mom who's working two jobs, and still finds time to take her son to soccer practice, that's a miracle. A teenager who says "no" to drugs and "yes" to an education, that's a miracle. People want me to do everything for them. What they don't realize is *they* have the power. You want to see a miracle, son? Be the miracle."
Friday, January 1, 2010
Revamping My Room
Bought new tables and small accessories to organize my table. Got myself a printer at last! Major damage to my pocket- $320. Faints! However, I'm proud of myself to be able to purchase all of these with my own hard earn $$.
The next pay cheque will go to a:
- new book shelf $79
- glass display cabinet $99
- wall mounted shelves $40 (est.)
- curtains (???)
- sofa bed ($70)
After CNY:
- IPHONE !!!
Wish List (long way to go):
- new desktop
- air-con
- TV
can i strike lottery please please please...
The next pay cheque will go to a:
- new book shelf $79
- glass display cabinet $99
- wall mounted shelves $40 (est.)
- curtains (???)
- sofa bed ($70)
After CNY:
- IPHONE !!!
Wish List (long way to go):
- new desktop
- air-con
- TV
can i strike lottery please please please...
2009/ 2010
If only Chao Ta enjoys watching movies as much as I do. Guess I have to find a movie buddy soon because there's so much movies which I would love to catch in 2010.
What does it mean to love somebody?
Read the book almost 2 years ago. It made me tear a few time. Well, a book my Nicholas Sparks, what else do you expect. So far, all the remakes (The Notebook, A Walk To Remember) which I've watched didn't fail me. Therefore, I hope this one will not disappoint me like what 'New Moon' (a remake from a popular book) the movie did.
Star- studded cast! Most of my favorite actresses and actors are in the show; Jennifre Garner, Anne Hathaway, Julia Roberts, Ashton Kutcher!!! Just by watching the trailer, I can tell the show will be hilarious and $9 worthy.
Warewolf and Vampires
Why? Such shows just entices me. Warewolf and vampires.
So far these are the few movies I REALLY WANT TO WATCH in 2010.
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2010 has officially arrived! Yeah!
It's going to be an exciting new year. So looking forward to it. My biggest goal for Year 2010 is to vist Sydeny Australia.
Have been reading the book Lucy in the Sky by Paige Toon twice and I plan to read it the fourth time after I finish Hey Lucy by the same author. In Lucy in the Sky, she mentioned a few places found in Sydney which I totally would love to vist. Eg: Maly Beach. I know that place is a well- known tourist spot, but the book makes me really want to visit it and therefore I shall place it as one of the places I want to vist before I die. Haha!!
Speaking about books, I enjoy Paige Toon's books quite alot. Simple chick- lit delights. Oh, and I finished Dear John by Paige Toon in 2 days which is record breaking for me. Can't wait for her 4th book in 2010.
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2009. To sum up, all I can rememebr about 2009 is my OBSESSION with TRANSFORMERS!!! I bought the DVD for the first movie and watched it 5 or 6 times in a year. And I watched the 2nd movie 4 times in 2009. Twice in the cinema and twice on DVD. Madness. I almost wanted to get an Optimus and bumble bee toy but was deterred by the ridiculous price. I'm not willing to part $100+ to $200+ on some talking action figure.
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Off to bed. 2009 has been wonderful because of the many blessings from God, love form my family and Chao Ta, Sydney returning from Perth, Stefanie happily married and meeting someone from the past.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! GOD BLESS AND HAVE A WNDERFUL 2010!
What does it mean to love somebody?
Read the book almost 2 years ago. It made me tear a few time. Well, a book my Nicholas Sparks, what else do you expect. So far, all the remakes (The Notebook, A Walk To Remember) which I've watched didn't fail me. Therefore, I hope this one will not disappoint me like what 'New Moon' (a remake from a popular book) the movie did.
Star- studded cast! Most of my favorite actresses and actors are in the show; Jennifre Garner, Anne Hathaway, Julia Roberts, Ashton Kutcher!!! Just by watching the trailer, I can tell the show will be hilarious and $9 worthy.
Warewolf and Vampires
Why? Such shows just entices me. Warewolf and vampires.
So far these are the few movies I REALLY WANT TO WATCH in 2010.
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2010 has officially arrived! Yeah!
It's going to be an exciting new year. So looking forward to it. My biggest goal for Year 2010 is to vist Sydeny Australia.
Have been reading the book Lucy in the Sky by Paige Toon twice and I plan to read it the fourth time after I finish Hey Lucy by the same author. In Lucy in the Sky, she mentioned a few places found in Sydney which I totally would love to vist. Eg: Maly Beach. I know that place is a well- known tourist spot, but the book makes me really want to visit it and therefore I shall place it as one of the places I want to vist before I die. Haha!!
Speaking about books, I enjoy Paige Toon's books quite alot. Simple chick- lit delights. Oh, and I finished Dear John by Paige Toon in 2 days which is record breaking for me. Can't wait for her 4th book in 2010.
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2009. To sum up, all I can rememebr about 2009 is my OBSESSION with TRANSFORMERS!!! I bought the DVD for the first movie and watched it 5 or 6 times in a year. And I watched the 2nd movie 4 times in 2009. Twice in the cinema and twice on DVD. Madness. I almost wanted to get an Optimus and bumble bee toy but was deterred by the ridiculous price. I'm not willing to part $100+ to $200+ on some talking action figure.
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Off to bed. 2009 has been wonderful because of the many blessings from God, love form my family and Chao Ta, Sydney returning from Perth, Stefanie happily married and meeting someone from the past.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! GOD BLESS AND HAVE A WNDERFUL 2010!
Monday, December 28, 2009
BUSY TIMES AHEAD
- Signed up to learn the Japanese Language
- Will be trying my advance theory for the 3rd time with Steffi in 2010.
- Work at CH is most of the time 10hours per day for 5 days.
- Going to pick up guitar from Melissa
Busy Busy Busy.
So looking forward to all the activities I have planned for myself.
Thank goodness Chao Ta gives me lots of freedom to indulge in all the things I wan to do :D
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I want to go sing KBox!!! and get contact lenses in 3 colors, brown, grey and green.
お誕生日おめでとう
- Will be trying my advance theory for the 3rd time with Steffi in 2010.
- Work at CH is most of the time 10hours per day for 5 days.
- Going to pick up guitar from Melissa
Busy Busy Busy.
So looking forward to all the activities I have planned for myself.
Thank goodness Chao Ta gives me lots of freedom to indulge in all the things I wan to do :D
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I want to go sing KBox!!! and get contact lenses in 3 colors, brown, grey and green.
お誕生日おめでとう
Sunday, December 27, 2009
SHOPPING SPREE
Bought lots of things today.
- Levis Jeans
- Converse Shoe
- 3 tops from Cotton On
total damage = $195.70
that's all for shopping till my hearts content for this month.
I'm a happy girl :D
- Levis Jeans
- Converse Shoe
- 3 tops from Cotton On
total damage = $195.70
that's all for shopping till my hearts content for this month.
I'm a happy girl :D
Friday, December 25, 2009
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